I admit it, what's to say, yeah
I'll relive it, without pain
Mmm, backstreet lover on the side of the road
I got a bomb in my temple that is gonna explode
I got a sixteen gauge buried under my clothes, I play
Once upon a time I could control myself
Uh, once upon a time I could lose myself, yeah, yeah, yeah
Oh, try and mimic what's insane oh, yeah
I am in it, where do I stand?
Oh, Indian summer and I hate the heat
I got a backstreet lover on the passenger seat
I got my hand in my pocket, so determined, discreet, I pray
Once upon a time I could control myself
Uh, once upon a time I could lose myself, yeah, yeah, yeah
You think I got my eyes closed
I'm lookin' at you the whole fuckin' time
Uh, once upon a time I could control myself, yeah
Once upon a time I could lose myself, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Once, upon a time I could love myself, yeah
Once upon a time I could love you, yeah, yeah, yeah
Once, once, once, once
Yeah, once, once, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, oww
Freezin', rests his head on a pillow made of concrete, again
Oh, feelin' maybe he'll see a little better, set a days, oh yeah
Oh, hand out, faces that he sees time again ain't that familiar, oh yeah
Oh, dark grin, he can't help, when he's happy looks insane, oh yeah
Even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies
Oh, he don't know, so he chases them away, yeah
Someday yet, he'll begin his life again
Life again, life again
Kneelin', looking through the paper though he doesn't know to read, uh yeah
Oh, prayin', now to something that has never showed him anything
Oh, feelin', understands the weather of the winters on its way
Oh, ceilings, few and far between all the legal halls of shame, yeah
Even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies
Oh, he don't know, so he chases them away
Someday yet, he'll begin his life again
Uh, whispering hands, gently lead him away
Him away, him away
Yeah!
Woo, ah yeah, fuck it up
Even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies
Oh, he don't know, so he chases them away
Someday yet, he'll begin his life again, yeah
Oh, whispering hands, gently lead him away
Him away, him away
Yeah!
Woo, uh huh, yeah, yeah, yeah, mommy, mommy, yeah
Son, she said, have I got a little story for you
What you thought was your daddy was nothin' but a
While you were sittin' home alone at age thirteen
Your real daddy was dyin', sorry you didn't see him, but I'm glad we talked
Oh I, oh, I'm still alive
Hey I, oh, I'm still alive
Hey I, oh, I'm still alive
Hey oh
Oh, she walks slowly, across a young man's room
She said I'm ready for you
I can't remember anything to this very day
'Cept the look, the look
Oh, you know where, now I can't see, I just stare
I, I'm still alive
Hey I, but, I'm still alive
Hey I, boy, I'm still alive
Hey I, I'm still alive, yeah
Uh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, oh, oh
Is something wrong, she said
Of course there is
You're still alive, she said
Oh, and do I deserve to be
Is that the question
And if so, if so, who answers, who answers
I, oh, I'm still alive
Hey I, oh, I'm still alive
Hey I, but, I'm still alive
Yeah I, uh, I'm still alive
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
She scratches a letter into a wall made of stone
Maybe someday another child won't feel as alone as she does
It's been two years, and counting, since they put her in this place
She's been diagnosed by some stupid fuck, and mommy agrees, yeah
Whoa, yeah, hey yeah, yeah
Why go home (3x)
She seems to be stronger, but what they want her to be is weak
She could play pretend, she could join the game, boy
She could be another clone, uh, ouw, ah yeah
Oh
Why go home? (4x)
What you taught me, put me here, don't come visit, mother
Sting me
Whoa, oh
Why go home? (4x)
What you taught me, put me here, don't come visit, mother, mother, yeah
Why go home? (7x)
Why
Hey oh
Sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clay
Were laid spread out before me as her body once did
All five horizons revolved around her soul
As the earth to the sun
Now the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turn
Uh, and all I taught her was everything
Uh, I know she gave me all that she wore
And now my bitter hands chafe beneath the clouds
Of what was everything?
Oh, the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything
I take a walk outside
I'm surrounded by some kids at play
I can feel their laughter, so why do I sear
Oh, and twisted thoughts that spin round my head
I'm spinning, oh, I'm spinning
How quick the sun can, drop away
And now my bitter hands cradle broken glass
Of what was everything?
All the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything
All the love gone bad turned my world to black
Tattooed all I see, all that I am, all I'll ever be, yeah
Uh huh, uh huh, uh
I know someday you'll have a beautiful life
I know you'll be a star in somebody else's sky
But why, why, why can't it be, why can't it be mine
Oh yeah, ah
(Dududududu) (x Several times)
Yeah, ah hah
Yeah, yeah
At home, drawing pictures of mountain tops, with him on top
Lemon yellow sun, arms raised in a V
The dead lay in pools of maroon below
Daddy didn't give attention
To the fact that mommy didn't care
King Jeremy the wicked, oh, ruled his world
Jeremy spoke in class today (2x)
Clearly I remember pickin' on the boy
Seemed a harmless little fuck
But we unleashed a lion
Gnashed his teeth and bit the recess lady's breast
How could I forget?
And he hit me with a surprise left
My jaw left hurtin', ooh, dropped wide open
Just like the day, oh, like the day I heard
Daddy didn't give affection no
And the boy was something that mommy wouldn't wear
King Jeremy the wicked, ruled his world
Jeremy spoke in class today (3x)
Woo (14x)
Try to forget this, try to forget this
Try to erase this, try to erase this
From the blackboard
Jeremy spoke in class today (2x)
Jeremy spoke in, spoke in (2x)
Jeremy spoke in class today
Woo (30x)
Uh whoa
(Spoke in, spoke in) (2x)
Uh whoa, uh whoa, ayayayayayaya, yeah
Uh huh, uh huh, uh huh, uh huh, yeah
Uh huh (9x)
Hold on to the thread
The currents will shift
Glide me towards
You know something's left
And we're all allowed
To dream of the next
Oh, oh the next, time we touch
Uh (4x)
You don't have to stray
Tho oceans away
Waves roll in my thoughts
Hold tight the ring
The sea will rise
Please stand by the shore
Oh, oh, oh, I will be
I will be there once more
Uh (4x)
Uh huh, oh yeah (2x)
What the fuck is this world
Running to, you didn't
Leave a message, at least I
Coulda' learned your voice one last time
Daily minefield, this could
Be my time, 'bout you?
Would you hit me? (2x)
Oh oh oh, oh whoa whoa, oh, ouw
All the bills go by, and
Initiatives are taken up
By the middle, there ain't gonna be any middle any more
And the cross I'm bearing home
Ain't indicative of my place
Left the porch (2x)
Oh oh oh
Hear my name
Take a good look
This could be the day
Hold my hand
Walk beside me
I just need to say
Ah, uh huh, uh huh yeah, aha, uh huh, aha yeah, aha, uh
Hear my name
Take a good look
This could be the day
Hold my hand
Lie beside me
I just need to say
I could not take a-just one day
I know when I would not ever touch you
Hold you, feel you, ever hold, never again
Yeah (12x)
She don't wander in, don't wander in here, she
She don't wander in here, don't wander in here
The direction of the eye, so misleading
The defection of the soul, nauseously quick
I don't question, our existence
I just question, our modern needs
She don't wander in, don't wander in here, she
She don't wander in here
I will walk with my hands bound
I will walk with my face blood
I will walk with my shadow flag
Into your garden, garden of stone, yeah
After all is done, and we're still alone
I won't be taken, yet I'll go with my hands bound
I will walk with my face blood
I will walk with my shadow flag
Into your garden, garden of stone
I don't show, I don't share
I don't need, yeah, what you have to give
Oh, I will walk with my hands bound
I will walk with my face blood
I will walk with my shadow flag
Into your garden, garden, oh
I will walk with my hands bound
I will walk into your garden, garden of stone
I don't know, I don't care
I don't need, yeah, need to live, yeah, yeah, yeah, oh
Uh huh huh (8x)
Wah!
On the edge, a windowsill
Ponders his maker, ponders his will
To the street below, he just ain't nothin'
But he's got a great view, and he sinks the needle deep, yeah
Whoa, can't touch the bottom
In too deep, yeah, oh, can't touch the bottom
Oh, on the edge of a know-nothin' town
Feelin' quite superior, the aged come
To the sky above he just ain't nothin'
But he's got a great view, and he sinks a burning knife deep, yeah
Ooh, can't touch the bottom
In too deep, yeah uh huh, can't touch the bottom
In too deep
Oh, oh
Ow
On the edge of a Christmas clean love
Young virgin from heaven visiting Hell
To the man above her, she just ain't nothin'
And she doesn't like the view
She doesn't like the view (2x)
But he sinks himself deep
Oh, can't touch the bottom
In too deep, yeah oh, can't touch the bottom
Can't touch the bottom
Deep, yeah
Oh, yeah, the bottom, yeah (6x)
Oh
Father
Mmm, mmm, mmm
I see the world, feel the chill
Which way to go, windowsill
I see the world's on a rocking horse of time
I see the birds in the rain
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, dear dad, can you see me now
I am myself, like you somehow
I'll ride the wave where it takes me
I'll hold the pain
Release me
Oh, oh I, oh, oh
Oh, dear dad, can you see me now
I am myself, like you somehow
I'll wait up in the dark for you to speak to me
I'll open up
Release me (4x)
Oh, oh I, oh uh whoa, ah uh, uh